我有很嚴重的拖延症。
正確來說,我是到了出社會後才發現這件事。學生時代沒有太多的束縛,只要乖乖地完成考卷跟講義,最多高中和大學時參加社團辦幾個小活動而已,也不會有太多的壓力,按表操課,時間到了就準備考試、要畢業了就去考研究所,工作跟以後的事都可以等到25歲再來煩惱。
但是出社會就不一樣了,沒有人會指點你該做些什麼,但工作卻一樣接一樣地來,很多時候報告的壓力、業績的壓力以及亂七八糟的事就能夠把人搞死,越是想要搞定一切,越無法掌握,最後就是什麼事都完成不了。
在我曾外派印尼兩年的這段時間,遇到了許多很棒的人,也曾經有幾次驚心動魄的經驗,都是非常地特殊且有趣的回憶,我不希望因為時間的流逝而遺忘它們,所以我才決定創立礦工先生網站,記錄這段旅程。
可以寫作是幸福的,而現在的工作型態也支持我作這樣的事(只要我可以早上七點到公司),對我來說,為了開拓人生的視野,只有不斷精進自己,保持高度自律,才有可能達成目標。
人的惰性是很可怕的,它也是眾多拖延症的起源。
2020年中網站的更新一度中斷,原因是我找到了新工作,一切都在快速的節奏中度過,為了急忙上手還有適應新生活,我不得不暫時擱置網站的運作(是的我知道我又在找藉口了),同時我也在反省自己創立網站的初衷到底為何?
我喜歡閱讀,也樂意分享,更重要的是,我不希望這段在印尼的回憶就此被埋沒,所以我選擇寫部落格。
但我也必須承認,去年年中後,我確實被惰性擊倒了。
我試過許多方法,包含早起到公司、將自己的網站設為瀏覽器首頁、試圖保持文章同步以便異地寫作…等等,但是都失敗了。
拖延症在2020年最終取得了勝利。
不過往好處想,這也未嘗不是一個契機,讓我能夠重新省思自己創立網站真正的目的是什麼,我並不想成為大眾矚目的網紅(既沒興趣也沒那個實力),也沒有本事成為印尼通(短短兩年是要當時麼專家),唯一比較特別的一點,大概就是我願意寫作吧。
是的,就是這麼簡單。
我享受透過寫作分享故事的感覺,也享受努力寫作帶來的「自律與自我滿足」感,說穿了其實並不特別。
雖然拖延症在2020年擊潰了我,但我並沒有想要放棄,部落格還是會持續,我不想要2021年仍然過這樣的生活。
隨著新工作穩定下來,2021年的更新將逐漸啟動,回到正軌,目前仍然會以閱讀心得以及印尼外派生活為主,之後才考慮其他方向,希望這次能夠穩定出產文章,不再拖延了。
感謝各位的閱讀,如果你恰好逛進這裡的話,也歡迎留言給我!
2021年一起加油吧!
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